i don't know when i'll be back again...

hiatus

a break or interruption in the continuity of a work, series, action, etc.

O God...

...please give me strength for i need it real bad.

layli ya...layli ya...

hadi muda tweela...
wana nh'awis ana wa'la ghzalti...

i am not as complicated as others have perceived...

if i hate you, i will hate you for the rest of my life...which include making fun of you until you cannot stand it anymore and ignoring your existence at all cost.

if i care about you, i will do it wholeheartedly...and it does not need to be let known to the masses.

Friday the 13th? so what!

kalau hidup tu nak ditimpa celaka...tak payah tunggu Friday the 13th pun!

...

get well soon, sayang. 

I love you. 

there - I said it.

it's been a year now

i have to admit i'm still bitter but the pain is almost gone now. all is neither forgiven nor forgotten.

i did say i am envious, possessive and vindictive, no? so, deal with it, like i have to deal with the mess you've left me with.

mixed feelings...

HE NEVER FAILS TO LOCATE ME EVEN WHEN I MOVE A LOT. SHOULD I LEAD HIM TO HELL?

IS IT JUST A MEAN TO FURTHER HALT MY NEVER-ENDING JOURNEY OF SELF-DISCOVERY, OR IT'S BEEN A HABIT OF HIS TO SNIFF MY HAIRY ASSHOLE WHICH HE'D SELFISHLY RIMMED COUNTLESS TIMES BEFORE?

a normalcy...

possible kan? so please...

i will never learn...